Monday, September 8, 2014

Mind Blowing

Its funny how life keep changing my mind
Funny how i feel sick of you everytime you're not around.
Funny how i hate you and how i just want to end this foolish game and get off.
Funny how you make me promise to my self not to stay, to throw this feeling away but then i break it, again and again. 
Funny how i'd like to break the chains we put together, but yet i know i can never really try. 
Funny how all of a sudden i forget that i was mad, and back to your embrace.
You make me hate you
And back to love you
Then i love you more
To see your back and gone, and then i hate you. 
I hate it, i hate every last minute. I hate every longing, every tear, every feeling that i felt for you. 
I hate everytime i crave to your presence, it makes me upset, and desperate. And sad. 
You treat me wrong, then you treat me right. 
You take me high, then bring me down to the ground. 
You cut me into pieces. And then you're back, and hold me close. Make me feel okay, make me feel right, make me feel safe to know you'll be gone soon.
Then i hate you. I hate you. 
I hate you.
I love you.
I love you more.
To see your back and gone.
Then i hate you.